Wednesday, 12 December 2012

Emotional Rollercoaster


I pray hard this IVF would work... Why?
1. I really wanted more children.
2. I paid loads for this treatment.
3. I could not focus on work at the moment as kept thinking about the treatment plus emotionally unstable due to tons of drugs circulating in my body.
4. I need to go and see the doctor and undergo process that i despise....
5. Who likes injection... Frequent and daily injection
6. I have hope in my heart and the desire keep pressing me.

So when i get setback like hiding and inaccessible ovary.... of course i'm depressed. Top it of with six follicles on the left ovary with variable sizes... I worried... worried a lot. What if... No eggs in the follicles.. what if the eggs immature... what if no fertilization.....

Written Date 2/4/2012

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